Building the foundation of your life

Once, there's one friend who told me, you always behave differently after you go church. Now thinking back, then I realise why she will says so in the past. In the past moments, i'm like a church-goer, going just to worship and fulfil my duty as a christian, because he is the creator of life. At that point in life, I'm still young and immature, in fact, every lost in life. I don't feel that there value in my life, I live and seek people giving me the value to me, living to the expectation of other. The aimless direction of in my own. I do really like her, just to see her as a company to me, a pillar that I can hold on to.Because she is always around.I set expectation on her, I build my values in her, expect the return of appreciation.
Whenever she didn't meet my expectation, I turn disappointed and sad, and soon after, it's turn to angry and possession of her life. Although its is not that serious, treat it as I'm ext-ragging. All these are in the past, winter is over, now welcoming the spring. Many might not know the true values of life. Some tend to build on love, some build it in friends, some might build in fame. I built in on Jesus Christ, the never changing love that is for every human that exist. His love never fail, the same today and tomorrow and forever. I'm not saying that build life in people is wrong, but all this will fade, it's will changed. It's can never match the love that we really need that can fill our heart and abundant of love joy and peace. Jesus Christ, the first love for every human. Many people desire for a wonderful life, the want to be surrounded with friends, fame, being the centre of attraction. All these can be done, but how long can it's last, when it's fade away, what can happen to you? Dwell in the lonely and hopelessness? Actually we are human are the centre of attraction in Jesus Christ, he long to meet us, want to befriend with us, want to bring hope to us, want to have a relationship with us. Want to love us. Want successes in us. I'm not a good writer, I feel that I'm attacking all those who are not in jesus love. But all i want to say is Jesus love you, all that you want can be found in him. Now I build my life in him, a never changing god. I sense peace, I have acceptance in him, I live in the abundant grace that he provides, I seek joy and happiness in him. I hold him in my life, because of him, I found acceptance, because of him, I'm not seeking anymore values in other, because of him, life is completed, my heart is completed. I'm more confident, because he is always there to support and back me up. Because he see us in our every moves, we know what's best for us, in him, we will find the purpose and destiny of our life. Hallelujah! Be blessed in the name of Jesus!

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那些年

在一个公共场所写我的博客可真不是我的style.可是因为我须要一个座位，才能让我舒舒服服的写我的文章。我的座位旁边好吵，很多生和笑生，我的旁边坐着一位上班女人，一个人孤独的吃饭，长得得体，在我座位前是一对夫妇，坐着吃饭，好甜蜜。当我在blog时，我希望把当时的感触和情景都写出来，把当时的情况保留在我的博客里，那么当我回顾时，我能感受当时的心情，博客真好，能够让我随时随的把我的感触和心情都写出来，选择用华语是因为我在运用华语时，能把所有的感触表达出来，非常自在。
那些年，看了一遍又一遍，每一次的感触都不一样，

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In the bus

What will you doing if you think that someone is looking at your direction? I will be like insecure, start to blink my eye rapidly, tilting my head from left and right. And now I'm diverting the attention to fall in my blog. Someone I just feel just secure when I think that people is looking at my direction, I will be thinking, should I look back? Or I will just pretend to sleep, or I just blog a post. Thoughts# after tying out all the uncomfortable, i feel much more better. Well, I will not look back, but I will look straight.

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They long to merge

They long to merge, exchanging eyes contact whenever they walk by each other. The smile of her make his days more delightful. The exchanged eye contact of his, acknowledged the presence of her. He is trying to crack it up, but just can't seem to open his mouth and says something, he loves the smile of her. Simply seeing her smile make him feels good. She stopped smiling, but still acknowledge the presence of his. All he wants is to see the smile, that all. More than enough. The writer is thinking of something, that can make her smile again, because it's beautiful.

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Heart of gold

I think most of the people have a heart of gold, it is just waiting for the opportunities to activate it. I came down from bus 965 at sembawang(on the way traveling to work) initially when I took the bus at sengkang, the third stop after I board, a blind man came up, holding on to a white stick, walking through the general space between the seats, I didn't offer my seat, partly I was seated in the inner seat. Subsequently, the man walk all the rear, I suppose he stand throughout, after alighting at the bus at sembawang, I was the blind man is walking together with a lady(in office wear with make up) I thought I missed the lady when the man board the bus, while walking towards the mrt, I deliberately walk slowly, just to catch glance of this moment(rare sight), after 10 secs or so, I realised the office lady is walking behind me without the man, then I realised, it's just a helping hand that she offered to the man. It's kinda wonderful to see that in the morning that make me reflect and let me see the other side of human.

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My shoes calling for retirement.

I brought this shoes around January this year. I brought it to Chinese new year and make friends with my little ones, I walk it through rain and storm, through almost 10 driving lesson. Due to my extensive use of it, it call for a trash bin. I'm used to changing shoes,, regardless of the fanciful design, I didn't walk them enough to build a relationship with me. None of them walk with me through for at least 1 year. Wonder why? Because I always chose the cheap ones, $30 max? Standard price for a covered shoes. It's really true that quality is much important than quantity. I shall invest in a cheap one for the time being, a good one when I start to work.

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First driving practical test

I will try again, on 26 June 2012. 1.55pm, should be able to use own money to pay for the fee by then.

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