Do you feel like deep inside you, there a part of you missing, so empty, so vacant? It live in you, often you feel that this emptiness cannot be reach, it can't be touched, no matter how much things you do, you try to fill in up, you still can't fill it up. It always there, once in a while, you will feel it, you might not feel in when you are with friends, but once you are alone, the empty feeling is back there again. What is the empty gap doing there in your heart? why, not matter how much you do to try to feel it up, it is still there? You try to fill it up with your passion, the passionate stuff you are good at, the stuff you enjoy doing it, but it still there. why and why?
You try to find love, you thought that the missing part might be love relationship, you found one, you enjoyed the first few months, whenever you feel alone, you think of him/her. but soon as time goes by, you realized that she can't really fill up the gap that you really need. You excepted more from her, she gave it all, she is tired, she gives up. You two broke up. You are back alone again, the emptiness hunt you again. If you are good in relationship, you went to find another one to fill it up again, if it is your first few relationship, you can't afford to lose her, you try to pull her back, you tried and tried , she couldn't be pull back, you sank into depression and darkness, unmotivated to do anything, you just feel like ending your life, the emptiness hunt you all night long, and it goes on and on.
You might be a loner, you have little friends around you, you dislike your family, your parent always shout at you, reprimanding you, comparing your grade with other people, you might be fat, the whole world laughs at you, you feel that your life is worthless. Nobody likes you, nobody care about you, the world will keep on spinning with your existence.
You might be a happy kid, with friends and family members around you, you study hard, you work hard, you got promoted, life is pretty smooth, but you might just feel this empty space in you, you didn't know why.
Friends, do you know what is that missing piece? The missing piece is Love and the Identity of you of who you really are. I'm inspired to write this post because my friend told me, he felt empty in his heart, empty and lonely. Not only my friend, but my people around me. Many didn't know the existence of their life, always questioning the existence of themselves. Some find it meaningless to carry on with their life, all they want is to wait for world ends to come. So might be a bit more positive, They will say, i wanna get marry, and give birth, grow old with husband, and live the world happily. But this emptiness feeling, does it disappear after you got marry, gave birth, and grow old, or does it still exist there? To a certain extend, i believe at some point of life, the empty feeling might come just out.
While writing this post, im afraid, im afraid that criticism and judgement might come again me. But a word just came out and comfort me, No weapon shall be formed against me shall prosper. Isaiah 54:17. With this blog, i want to bring as many lost soul to Christ as much as possible. You might just guess the answer, Christianity.
The missing piece that is missing in your heart is the Love of God! The missing identity of who you really are and the existence of this world, You are the children of God! It might sound so general.Let me bring write this into a layman term. The reason why you are living in this world is because god created the heaven and earth, God created the first two human, one male one female. Adam and Eve. The reason why you are feeling empty because you don't know the identity of yourself in this world, and you don't know the existence of god who loves you for who you are. Who is there to help you, guide you, give you the purpose of life, who is gonna dwell and live in you and fill up the emptiness in you with love. That's the missing piece.
This love from god is so wonderful, a great rejoice that came out of me with i first accepted Christ. The savior for our sins. The reason why we are celebrating Christmas day is to remember the day when Jesus Christ is born, A savior king is born on the Christmas day as the Christmas songs rhythm. The reason why we celebrate Good Friday, Easter day, is to remember the day when Jesus Christ was crucified die and buried, and rose again after 3 days. God sent his only son down Jesus Christ to save the human because we are sinners. The reason why we are sinner is because we are fallen man, As adam ate the fruit from tree of knowledge, the tree of knowledge of good and evil. We are a fallen man.
Maybe because of skeptical mind of Christianity impose in you, you might not believe what i have said. Look at the world, killing, wars, street gangsters, crime, sexual desires, prostitution. We human make choices, if stealing isn't a crime, will you not steal? if killing people isn't a crime, will you burn them because they bullied you? What i want to say is look at our mind, we can be extremely evil if we want to, our mind already consist of all the knowledge of good and evil. if you truthfully examine your brain, why are our human brain fill with both evil thoughts and good thoughts, We know what it is to be right, but we also know what it is to be wrong.
Have you ever questioned yourself? why can't the world be perfect, all human being be nice to each other, no crimes, everybody live happily. There is, it is in the God's kingdom. The world we are living in isn't perfect, but in God's kingdom, it is.
There so so much i wanna share to lead you out from your darkness, i got my limitations, This answers to the emptiness is really the love from God. Christianity isn't a religion, its a relationship with God. God will comes at his hour. I really really hope you can understand all the lost feeling and emptiness that you feel is because you are lack of God loves.God is so gonna dwell in you and feel you up if you acknowledge him as God, and accept Jesus Christ into your life, from there, i promise a everlasting life changing, this emptiness will be fill up.
If my words are speaking to you, this is the answer you are searching for, attend a church or you can contact me. I will be more than happy to help you.
Maybe everyone be blessed by reading this post.
I pray in Jesus name, Amen.
Some say that we - as embodied consciousness - are but a void; a nothingness. Consciousness is that nothingness because it is never really a thing, unlike chairs, tables, pencils. You can't really put a finger down to it, and that's alright because consciousness was never meant to be a thing. It is a no-thing; it is a nothing. Perhaps so then, this seeming lack of positive identification of the conscious ourselves, is the reason why we reach out to actual things. Like career; status; relations (people) - all so that we can know ourselves better. The intentionality of our consciousness in everything that we are consciously experiencing or will experience, is therefore effort to probably negate what you are describing as a 'gap/emptiness in the heart'.
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Hey, read your post, it just like how i know Christ. Feeling empty, no one understand you, feeling alone and stuffs. Carry on with the good stuffs here. Write your testimony out, let ppl know how do you know Christ, what are the changes in you before and after. Jiayous with this. Keep it up!
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