I sat in with a heavy heart, constantly reminding myself. Not to be, not to be a judgemental person. I really hope this will be gone. Imagine a world without judgemental person. How great will it be. Sometimes in my mind, i will think in my mind, hey, i don't share a relationship with him, i don't know him. So i don't help. It's a judgemental mindset of my. Everytime i think of helping, or just pure looking at the person. My mind will come out with a list of details about this person. he is good at this, bad at this, not confident enough etc. Judging a person is definetely a bad things, it hinders the potential of me really understanding this person and hinder the opportunity of knowing this person better. One of the things i still struggle with is helping the needy people, which one to help, which one not too. i feel bad walking away from streets tissue seller or performers, i mean i just feel bad. walking away from them with the capability to help. to help, help for how long? etc. on the other hand, i enjoyed every moment in camp, it makes me ponder a lot and had many inspiration with im in there. ahh, im tired already, shall end here. God bless.
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