Moth to butterfly

After several attempts of struggling, I decided to used the most effective way to exercise out all my emotions, the fastest, speedy way of letting my emotions and frustration out rather than keeping inside. It's like a cold blood species with the plain facial expression, I love to see her smile, seeing her smile is my end product. Somehow very difficult to get it, I don't know why. I sense the cold block of ice as her defending tower, it's kinda make of the strongest ice in the world, simple stones from the floor can't break the ice, unpolished stones can't really break it, it need some polishing and refining until it bright and powerful then the ice can be broken down. In the reference that you can't refer the stones as words, the words that are able to break the cold wall, in exchanging of her smile. Well, woman who smile is always attractive, just that she doesn't smile much. As well as you can refer to me as one who is not really good at refining and polishing, i'm not really good with words. I'm only good at communicating with guy and friends. A lady who I only know her for a few hours? How to? I know readers might few that I'm actually putting stress in myself, but actually not. My goal is to see her smiling to me. Pick up lines, I'm neither good, teasing coming in certain condition. I don't know about it. It's isn't about like, it's isn't about love, it's about the communication. I kinda overdo I guess, but pulling back might be time wasting, pushing forward might not be effective. How ar how? May I hope that something can come upon the base foundation of relationship. While typing I'm hoping to find solution, but I didn't got that, but rather, the peace that I receive after i release every emotion. The thought of entering a new relationship but the stuff process of getting to gain the trust of the other party. How to make it easy nah. Might this fear of rejection and unsuccessful be taken away. :) (: smile more and smile to overcome the negative emotions.

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