In a slow moving traffic

And yeah, I know the person seated directly opposite me is staring at me. My every movement perhaps, when I stare back, she looked away. I giggled a bit. Well, it's funny. Manage to grab this seat although my view is going against the directly where the bus is moving. Yeah, so be it. 736, I manage to catch this bus. Somehow or rather, bus 965 bus frequency timing is really inaccurate. There once I ran down from my unit to the bus stop. I reached at 732. The bus came at 740+. I'm late for many times. 5 times in total, having work less than a month. Yeah. I might have just broke their highest record hit of being late in the shortest period of time. My trick to tackle them when I'm late?act fast, act hardworking. Less frequency of toilet break. And my whole day at work will be carrying the guilty emotions. When I'm early, yeah, act like a happy baby. Do whatever I want, of course including picking up calls and the things that required of me. Daily sight of expressway slow traffic. How to ease this? Sometime accident, many times slow traffic. Yeah, I know, I shouldn't blame them. I should instead reflect on myself and wake up early right. I'm not sure if i wake up early enough, seem like I need to wake up earlier and move quicker and earlier. My mind is in a whirl, pick this up from yesterday's 7pm channel 8 drama. My mind indeed is like a whirl, the problem with me is whenever I kinda get to know a new somebody, I will kinda don't know how to behave properly. That's includes of waiting for her to knock off whenever I'm feel like. And just spend that 15-20 mins chit chatting. And random chit chat whenever we are at the corridor. I always give advices to other people, when it came to me, I'm like, what should i do now? Lol. In a picture where I can kinda see myself in it. I always emphasize going with your feelings and not your thoughts. Thoughts are kinda pre-programming into our minds, it's give you the action and the ending product. But it's relationship matters, it kinda like a process of two person moving in. Not just one. Just two. In a friendship based, there isn't any movement needed, perhaps just that normal usual self until something happen, some will just cling, some won't. Simple. And now I'm still at TPE I guess, not even at SLE. How I'm gonna survive and reach there on time. I'm like so dead. Really so dead. I don't want to be late. I'm should have procrastinate when I was waking up and preparing and keep telling myself that there still time. :(. Life still have to go on, the most, a can later on. Chaos!

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