Somehow, I don't feel the closeness of army, the bond of platoon one. In the midst of believing in sowing and building relationship. Being the one who can bring the every individual together. It's isn't easy, it's like workplace. Meeting people, everyone we met, we might not like. But guess what, the in-depth theory of building relationship is display high level of interest in the individual. That's how relationship starts. Still, I will keep a positive aspect towards it. The thought of my csm, a little bit fearful of him. Inferior feeling. Because of the blur me in camp. He has some impression of me. But hold on, press on. And not give up and giving in to that impression he has. Got to renew my mind against the mindset. Yeah. Trying my best to shake of that image. While in other aspect. In NS, I kinda understand myself more. My characteristics and personality. Some of the weakness:
Giving up easier and doing half-standard work. I always do things to meet the requirement and I will give up or stop trying that hard. To really understand that attitude. It's not gonna bring me far in life. Or should I say, I should strive to be better. My latest vision is to become a better person. Being someone who gives the 100% in everything I do. In return to realise the full potential in every given task. To see what I'm made off. Seeing the work of 100%. And striving to be the salt and light of the world. Answering and fulfilling one of the core values in Every Christian. On the other hand, I want to see another side of me. A confident and courageous me. A brighter future! I need some sermons backup. It's time to standup and be the salt and light for God and bringing the best out of me. The pondering thoughts for this book out. Because I realised I haven really been giving may best. I want to try doing that. And to see the works of 100%! Not really sure of doing that. But holding in on to this vision of mine! Faith hope love, most importantly, love!
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