The antidote

It's a interpersonal mixture of feeling. Stepped into this phase of life. It's give a sense of goal and target to work towards to. To pass ippt, to grow fit. None the less. It's make me think less about stuff. Army give a sense of purpose and accomplishment. It's make every one feel good about itself. "Give it your best in whatever you do, be the salt and light for God, in the marketplace." I'm really kinda drifting away from presence of God, not going church for a week. Yeah, I really kinda miss the cell group meeting and members. But I gonna miss it again today, because I really want to pass my ippt shuttle run. Where another phase coming, I'm pretty sure it's from Holy Spirit, "Trust in God, and everything will be fine" but I'm can't let it down. Because I really want to pass it badly. A urge so strong, because of the pressure to pass it. None the less, I'm still going church tomorrow. I'm really worry about church too, My Home Church, I don't know what's going on. Is it part of God's plan. Ippt or church? Both, just that I address church later. Pray.

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